Loadfest was awesome today, everything went off great, lots of awesome content, great speakers, wonderful attendance and then wammo. My old behaviours show their ugly face today.
The first implusiveness and keeping up with the Jones. It will end up with my eating crow with my very dear friend from Chilliwack that could sting our business relationship simply because I didn’t think something through completely. This is something that I wrestle with, impulsiveness and wanting to keep up with others. I am truly sorry to my friend and also to those that trust me.
The other flaw that I did was procrastination. Instead of going back to collect a piece of equipment that I forgot, something that I need, I was again procrastinated and didn’t go back to collect my own stuff, now I am left to scramble.
Lots of failure went through my head for the past hour as I whip myself for making these repeated errors in my life. When are they going to stop?
Am I just human?
May I am, however I can’t help but feel very crappy right now for letting myself done and also impacting others around me.
Super Stu isn’t all that super after all.
Maybe it is just me and I should not beat myself up like this, maybe I should embrace the fact that hey, I screw up. We all do things we wish we didn’t do, we all procrastinate and we are all human.
I knew writing this out would make me feel a bit better.
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